Apr 23 2008 9:39 PM
Hey Bud.
I miss you. And I don't really no what more to say. You know you visited Kenz a couple of months ago....remember? In her dream she was in my room, playing with her new best friend Mckinzie. And you were also there, sitting on my couch, with the notorious fluffy, purple pillow. I still sleep with it sometimes when I feel really lonely. But, I'm sure you know that :] Anyways, she realized you were there watching, and so she started introducing you. And you stared at her, so taken by surprise, and asked how she could see you. And then you just kept watching. It just made it so real, so believable that you really are here with us..
For the longest time I've been so envious that she got to see your face again. I try soo hard sometimes. A couple of times I even prayed till three in the morning, begging that you come visit me. And I'm still waiting Air Bear. You were more than my closest cousin, you were one of my best friends. You listened to everything I ever had to say...no matter how dramatic, stupid, or cliche it was. And then you always tried to help make it better. You were always doing that!
I can't even begin to describe how much things have changed. Christmas, Easter, Thanksgiving...it's like I'm a part of a different family. And let me tell you, it's hard living up your legacy! It's hard enough repeating the tradition, even though I know that's what you want us all to do.
I'm thinking about you Aaron. Everyday. No one is comparable to you. Not even close. Please don't be far.
<3
Addendum September 2008
Aaron did answer Haley's request... See Life Story 9/26/2008. He is with us, he is watching over us. We love him and miss him so much!
