Aaron Marcus Stratz

November 6, 2007

 

 

  

 

 

 

No one knows

the tears still inside me.

People think it's all past.

They think I'm better.

Every once in a while

I think, I hope, I pray

that things will be better too.

But then I remember.

And the pain floods back,

and the bottom falls out,

and I fall and I fall.

And I know once again

that things aren't all better.

My love one is gone,

and I cry alone.

 

How much longer, God?

How long does this last?

aaron i keep thinking about you and i serisouly cant stop. it seems like everyday i think about you the nest day i think sbout you longer and longer and longer. to the point where all  i do is think about you. everyoen and anything i do i think about you. and memories go through my mind and its harder and harder.

 

 

Aaron remember when me you rylee and fred were at the park and we looked over and rylee was on the floor and fred went over and layed next to her.. then all of a sudden we hear "DENIED" and me and you started laughing so hard. i also remember one time you had a basketball game and me rylee wanted to watch you play so we were trying to sneak in the game.. but you walked out to get air and me and rylee ran to the bathroom.. then after your game you and brandon came over. but i never told you i was there. . also all the times we spent at my house. like halloween and valentines day two years ago at your house.. when ryan schiller came over and was looking for a good heart candy to give to kalyn and it said " your a ten" .. another memory was when we were at your house after school one day and me and rylee and meaghan came over and we ran from your room to your parents room.. also reindeer humped your reinDeers.. we always sang sublime all the time. i serisouly love you soo much. natalies party was so much fun . especially because you got ready with us and made the party 10 times better. i stil have that video of you when me and rylee and meaghan were trying to get you to dance like meaghan . its so cute. i really like it. and i wish we had more pictures of me and you.there are many more memories but to many to say... but i will never forget you EVER. i love you so much. your one of my best friends and i was always there for you like you were with me.. your my ANGEL, my best friend,your the space in my heart that is now filled up with love and memories and all the good times we had. it was always you shane fred meaghan brandon james and me. i love you very much. and i hope you know that. i think about you everyday and everything reminds me of you. and i cant help but smile when someone says a memory about you..

i love you aaorn marcus stratz..

 

Oct 5, 2007 4:22 PM

Aaron...I can't wait to see you. I'm going to kick your ass to a ridiculous extent. Hahahaha.

Lately I've been thinking a lot about you. I have the collage I made for you up on top of my desk in my room. So I see you every night before I sleep, and every morning when I wake up.

I'll be driving around and you'll pop up in my mind and it's still amazingly hard to think that you're gone. It just seems absolutely impossible.

You were always the kid that I wanted to get an autograph from you because I knew you were gonna be famous one way or another.

I've been thinking about all the crazy stuff we did. Like when we put Crumb on that swivel chair in your computer room and spun it around over and over and over again and then stopped it and through those popper things on the carpet and Crumb freaked out and tried running down the stairs but fell down them and just stood there dizzied and couldn't walk. hahahahaha.

Or when we would play Red Alert right next to each other and we'd cheat and look at each other's screens. Like when you had an army of men and I had like...thousands of attack dogs and I totally just destroyed you. OWNED!!!

You did always beat me at those damn basketball games. You'd always pick the best teams at the time. We were pretty evenly matched though...ah, who am I kidding...I was WAYYYY better ;]

I seriously can't stop thinking of you man. We did so much stuff together. Ever since kindergarten. Playing the drums in Miss Glasser's class. our snowboarding trips. Our band hahaha. I bought a bass just for that band. I still have it too. I remember when we were practicing and my bass fell and a huge piece fell off. I was going to repair it, but I think I like it the way it is. We did everything together. Remember driving down PCH and pretending to shoot "bad guys" on the power plants and yell "Jullliiiaaaa!!!!" for absolutely no reason.

I'm gonna miss u

my name is michael d'aleo.. i went to talbert with aaron..i remember going over to your house and making a board game for a math project for mrs desotas 6th grade class with him... i moved after 8th grade but i still visit huntington regularly... i just remember some conversations i had with aaron and things he said to me like i remember we had this phone conversation for like an hour one time and he was telling me all about how to kiss girls hahaha..that was like 6th grade... and just some other good memories. its really sad to hear about this kind of news. gets me thinking alot about the past....i just want to say your son was a fun kid to be around and had a lot of positive impact on people.

Aug 25 2007 9:52P

hey man i went to the vans warped tour today and my main priority was to get in a pennywise mosh for you,well i did and i got my ass kicked but it was fun.i was almost in tears when they played bro hymn, i remembered all the times in the garage parcticing that song and how now it makes sense for you and at the chorus i shouted Aaron Stratz this ones for you!
wish you were there

 

 

 

Aug 23 2007 11:25A

miss you so much bro everyday i still expect to see you walk out your back gate or for me to see you pop your head up over the back wall when im in the pool i really wish you would.